so, today. topic perbualan hangat yang menjadi sebutan pelajar-pelajar PASUM khusunya ialah result final semester. what we expected is , the result will be released around 2 weeks after the breaks. tapi serious lambat teramat sangat. even matrik pun dah 2 mggu lepas yang keluar. btw, result dah keluar.
on my way time queue, menggigil kot. nak keluar kan matrik kad punya laa menggeletaa. nak tak nak, result dah tersedia depan mata. the choices are, nak tengok or taknak tengok. the 1st person yang tgk my result is Nad. and her 1st comment was, " waa bagus ! " . and i grab the result from her, and i was SHOCKED !
okay, alhamdulillah. syukur dengan apa yang ada. even bukan 4, tapi dah kira okay. cuma agak weird bila chemistry 2 yang study the day before boleh score. okay maybe rezeki. and i was so happy for those yang dapat 4 flat, especially IZA. she cries and she was like didnt believe that she got 4. good job IZA.
**this the reason why i publish this post. taktahu kenapa malam ni macam so unstable mood. i really need to be realize that we are just FRIEND ! i cant force him to do want i want him to do. he has his own life. and sedar-sedar laa, dia hanya laa seorang manusia. dan seorang kawan. taktau ni dah kali ke barapa ratus ribu trying to get away from him. but it was like impossible. the more that i refused him, the more that i cant refuse him . ?
yea its true. dont know what the reason that make me cry of him, just now. it was like , oh God, im so weak.
dengan rela membiarkan hati melayan segala perasaan yang sebelum ni banyak merobek hati. serious saya bodoh. dah tau what will happen next, or maybe right now, but im still adoring him sooo much. even a second i cant refuse him.
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