depressed blast off ,

    so, many things happen during the weeks, only one weeks.
BAD 
OMG ! really heartless, painful, ridiculous,speechless..having companions that would never understand u really driving ur mind crazy. wouldn't she/he trying their really best to understanding me. yea i'm person that spokes once, so LISTEN when i'm talking to u. ohh plz don't act like u know everything. if u think u're too good enough, get AWAY  from me .annoying.hypocritis always wins. ohh my head full of probs that really made me down down and down. i'll will never understand why still have people with thier NARROW MINDED. sucks laa. wake up, open ur eyes, see the world. think outstandingly ! haha duty never well enough.
GOOD
suprising for my birthday present.ain thermos, hana bear, and syirin a bigbang birthday card.unexpected.well i finally done my part, for the first time i talk with him unsuddenly, stupid actually, never mind, he younger than me.haha.n today i've called by teacher to present oral bm.H1N1.the title that will alwayas remind me how i love them so much.a really  thank thank  you to zikri zaharudin, alif asyraf, dzahier haziq, norhana and syahadat. without them, i;ll never pass my oral. spontanious, sometimes speechless, but the miming by them really help me. seriously thanks ,
so, i should stop now, times now 12.20. so getting late. soory sis for scolding u, i not really meant it. mind had full with useless things ,

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unstopttable memories

so,semalam hang out dgn adat n my sis. the planning was to hang out with zik, adat, me and sis. haha like i thought, zik will never came. he had to choose either me r his family, if me. i rather to choose my family too. so zik, u made a right decision. and the promises, mayb next time larr. sorry adat for waiting me for one hour. first, ingtkan nak main ice skating. da queue da nak beli icket. tapi tgk orang dye. perggh da mcm semut yang baru dpt mkn. pack giler2. so cancel. and decided to watch movie, pun tak jadi gak sebab queue pun panjang.so adat company me to find grey cardigan. yea for sure pusing thw whole sunway. adat da sampai ngantuk2. maaf yaa adat. so at last i found my dreamed cardigan. kat cotton on. the place i used to shopp. so the night, pergi makan steamboat. haha pecah perut bila makan. dan the 2 of them tak habis2 gelak bila tengok perutku yang sgt boroy. yea i admit that.haha btw, really had fun semalam. adat nya yang tak habis2 msgg with cien. haha org tgh bercinta la . angau saja. so better i stop here. hw bertimbun2 lagi.  END.

candle without light

jam dinding tepat pukul 12.air mata jatuh ke bumi , membasahi pipiku. trimas adikku tersyg.teruskan usahamu meruntuhkan keras batu hati kakakmu."asal jiwang sgt".okay , so most excited person to wish me is mohd fikri. yea, like he say, he will purpose me. yet he do like what he say. haha bapak gila babak nie. menakutkan gila. thanks dear sebab bagi cardigan .like i wish.so the rest of day tidor dlm kreta in a very long journey, "sakit punngong". so the night mcm biasa bila birthday, mkn seafood. and my favourita, crab crab crab.unexpected giler, my family dah pla beli cake.yea, its been a very long year celebrating birthday without blowing candles.haha dapat cakes fruity yumyum, coklat apa tah , seyes ssedap, haha and embrassing kot ,but i still wish that someone will hug and kiss me from back and say 'happy birthday dear,i love you so much baby sayang'.but it will never be true.

friuty cakes, names ? entahlahh

tengs fikri,

                   antara gelagatnya, rakusnya birthday girl ni .

31.01.2010-12.02.2010

BLOG ! first thing yg gila2 tnggu bila dah smpai rumah. haha so, many thing had happens during the two weeks. ikot kronologinya. hhm selasa pendaftaran masuk pelajar form 4.jelous bapak tgk sapa yang tak involve. free giler2 yang kita kat sini tunggang tebalik buat kerja. the whole week buzy gile handling 'anak-anak buah'.hari sabtu mini marathon.sayang arhh kat ruby sebab dapat num 3. at least ada improvement. GO GO GO GO RUBY ! petang sgt sibuk kendalikan persembahan.hahaha bapak tak boley blah crush kat anak buah sendiri. hanif aka adik ali, perghh kacak baii, joking. but seriously dia kacak . my num 1. perasan dooh.malam persembahan unexpected giler ruby menang. thank god giler.'BA TAK MELUKUT TEPI GANTANG LAA' ghee ~ and this week was my worst week ever had. asyik tido dalam kelas.tak rehat sebab TIDOR. pantang cikgu takda mesti tidor.WAKE UP MELISSA U'RE TAKING SPM THIS YEAR.haziq, maaf buat haziq rasa bersalah. cha nangis maybe tension kot. not ur fault 100%.FRIENDS.finally zikri tewas dgn perasaan sendiri.ba, teruskan usahamu.adat, syirin sbnrnya malu.haziq, da kecohlah, takpyh sorok2 daa.semoga berbahagia.dan nadzirul, cha bersimpati.takpa, ramai lagi wanita diluar.
and now, status masih 50-50.postponed ke? haha no comment.