About Time

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Lama tak update blog, since the real last post. Exam dah tiba penghujung. Cuti pun bermula.

Just watching About Time movie. The kind of movie yg sangat menyentuh hati dan perasaan.

Cinta, kehidupan, keluarga.

Basically bukan itu tujuan utama.

Its been a quite sometimes, kita gaduh, selalu, terlalu.

Normal kan dalam hubungan.

But each time, I've learned something. 

And I've started to realize something.

You've changed. 

Try to convince myself, in very positive way.

And It doesn't work.

Started to realize that you no longer calm me, pleased me, and charm me.

No more act of appreciation.

Neither the first priority.

Turns out, to be a friend zone like.

It hurts me though.

So I started to do all insane stuff, drove by emotional stress.

But then I started to realize,

Is only you can complete me. 

Only you could understand me , so well.

Eventually, thats not what you feel.

Hates me more that I did.

Never suppose to end it, this way.

We've been through this kind of situation, many times.

We manage. We did well.

But not this time.

Why ?

You'd changed. 

I wish I can travel through time, just like the movie.

Never gone through this moment, exactly this moment.

It's impossible.

Be strong girl.