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Assalamualaikum w.b.t 

its been a long time tak update this blog. actually tak lahh busy mana nak dibanding kan dengan jadual harian. cuma tak berapa kesempatan and not in the mood and feel of blog. and for this entry , i don't know how long will i mumbling . so kalau it seems to be bored, apologize from me. 

act nak post new entry 1 month ago, yes during my birthday week. tapi itu laa. kekangan, masa dan pelbagai. so bercerita mengenai birthday, kat PASUM je, dah sambut 3 kali. hebat kan ? yea i'm so touched about it.below is the sequences of the event (:

• during the day, 17 FEB, macam biasa. phone tak lekang dari panggilan and message yang masuk. almost all the wishes tak sempat dibalas pun. and wont forget bila Ozzy sang birthday song to me. full version kot. kelainan sambutan tahun ni, bersama insan istimewa, takapalaah even you're the last person who wish me. 

so after a week from my birthday, exactly a week, birthday Sally. memang plan untuk prank dia that night. bila kedua-dua pihak bergabung, memang hebatlaa. dengan lakonan iza yang memang haha spoil habis. tak pernah dibuat pukul 12 malam pergi lepak kat foyer semata-mata nak gossip. memang silapp laa. so bila naik bilik Sally balik, buka pintu, i saw ada 2 cakes. so i thought maybe one from Syaza's and one from us. bila they sang the birthday song, " happy birthday to Diva Mel " . i was like " what the heck ". at last, i was the one yang kena prank teruk. and i was zero about it.

haha bila Naddy suapkan cake (:

tradisi tetap tradisi. nak elak macam mana pun, masih tetap kena hadapi .HAHA

and this is it. my birthday cake. the word tak berapa jelas. act it wrote " Happy Birthday DIVA MEL " haha sengal punya mereka. muka kepenatan semalaman berjalan tak berehat. dan memainkan watak dalam mengenakan Sally. tapi termakan diri sendiri pulaa (:

• and the last one, during awal bulan of March, time English class. tak sangka Miss Alida pun sekali join nak kenakan birthday boy and girl of Feb. dah laa suruh faham and present kat depan about the presentation punya idea. memang silaap la nak present kat depan. tau tau, bila they open the door , " SURPRISE !! " haha memang menjadi laa kan. so we all celebrate untuk birthday boy and girl yang lahir bulan Feb. 

so i'm done for the birthday section, so apalagii ? hmm. haa memandangkan we all left just about 3 weeks in PASUM, OMG 3 weeks je lagi kot. dulu masih counting bila nak habis. and now, pejam celik pejam celik dah tinggal 3 minggu lagi. and yet, nanti bila masing-masing busy dengan final, tau tau dah last paper.  serious living with you guys memang awesome. Khairani @ Kelly , Nadhirah @ Nelly, Iza @ Izalee , and last , Salmah @ Sally. i dont know how to describe the way i feel about us. it is really super duper awesome. 

so inilah kami, pada malam penutupan KEMAS . 

and inilah dianya, Diva Iza and Diva Mel (:

the night  dinner macam ala-ala dekat kedai tomyam .

this photo act dah lama. but cukup memberikan kenangan bersama (:

yet, banyak yang dah dilalui sepanjang kurang dari a year kat PASUM. melihat gelagat manusia yang pelbagai, culture shock sana sini. perubahan drastik sesetengah manusia. alhamdulillah. masih mampu berdiri teguh tanpa godaan sedemikian. dan segala kisah cinta    yang terjadi, haha cukup menggelikan hati. takpelaa who know's kan memang mereka jumpa jodoh dorang disini. 

*i have something to say about it. i've read all your tweet at Twitter. tak sangka sampai sebegitu. and also your blog. okay. i am just a normal person. tak mampu nak pilih mana baik mana buruk. tak tau which one was the best choice i have. i'm just a part of your life's drama. when you recall me about " it just take a second to change everything ", well it not that easy to get through it. and you said that, 10 years from now you'll be ask me again the same question you ask me. if the person was me laa. takut terlalu perasan pulaa. hadoi susahh. but i know you're strong enough right. aku yakin kau mampu berdiri teguh tanpa sebarang bantuan . ingat itu (:

and bila talk about mylife. Alhamdulillah  syukur atas apa yang diberikan. usia perhubungan serius yang terjalin hampir genap 2 bulan. yes, awak cukup memberikan impak yang besar dalam hidup. bagaimana awak benar-benar menjaga saya, segala janji yang termeterai antara kita. sungguh terharu. lagi-lagi bila awak  memastikan saya  tidur dulu sebelum awak  tidur. kata awak, awak nak pastikan awak tinggalkan saya dalam keadaan baik dan bahagia. 

ternyata saya bahagia dengan awak. adat perhubungan bila persengketaan berlaku, perasaan cemburu , marah . tapi saya tau, mahu saya atau awak, masing-masing tidak sanggup dilepaskan. dan awak tahu kan saya lemah jikalau awak tiada. 

 saya sayang awak , Azreen Izham .