older than expected ?

" i felt empty lately ", yupp iman, beberapa hari ni terasa kecelaruan teramat. perasaan berkecamok menunggu nak meletup je. the night when the heart felt excited, the body claim too tired. blanket dipeluk erat sebelum waktunya. ohh malam, "how busy u are sampai tidor pun nak kacau ?". adoii, layan sajaa lahh. melayan telatah manusia yang macam ragam. haha merajok kott. *wishing that him could wish me a birthday wishes, but its just a dream. i was looking to the phone whole night long. no vibration at all. thanks ikkey, u the best ! the birth day is celebrated as normal day. malam makan steamboat sumpah perut nak pecah. teringat detik makan dengan adat, ~hampir tak boleh bangun. the night still empty. his name would never appear. ohh common, its time to be a big girls ! 

terkejot kot mereka bila hot issues diberitahu. crush with own friends.  "farah , scha, apa boleh buat ? hati dah terpaut " so today had a lunch for a 1st time with Bryan. a birthday gift maybe. *lepak mapleyy pun jadi. a long journey actually. akhirnya kantoi dengan Ms Tho.haha but it left me a sweet memo. " ini barulah big girls !. how jelous i am to know that he now getting 3 years with his. sweet to be like him .

iman, 

cha terpaksa lupakan dia. haha punah harapan indah cha yang berangan tinggi-tinggi. dia sudah berpunya ! bagai dihiris dengan pedang samurai. nurul kata :" kau suka dia ea ? adoi. entah lahh " finally u gave me the answer. yea i do miss you. but he will never been replace. same as you right ?