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Tuesday, May 27, 2014

For Persons That Destroying My Life

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Ya Allah, lama sungguh tak menulis di sini. Berhabuk dah. Okay so straight to the point. Alkisah yang melibatkan beberapa individu yang masih dipanjangkan umur, dan masih hidup.

Living in surrounded people yang bermacam2 ragam , basically teach me how to survive. Manusia sumpah banyak siak dia punya ragam dengan perangai. Sanggup lagi hidup dengan binatang. I have encountered hundreds of people in my life. Alhamdulillah I manage to survive, because, I'll never stick to any "best friend relationship " after that incidence. Cuma seorang je that really understand me very well, and you know who.

Bila kita hidup ni, macam macam yang kita lalui kan. Ada je manusia yang hasad dengki, tak puas hati dengan kita eventhough she's your closest friends. That sucks !! Boleh lah dok complaint pasal perangai baik kita sebab kau memang suka mengata. Yelaa kita ni kan lone ranger je. Dah asyik mengepit, masing2 buat salah, kita diamkan aje. Siapa lah kita untuk bersuara. Simpan je dalam hati, makan dalam dalam skit. Haha tapi alkisah ada lah manusia ni, sebab ada geng kot, maybe. Kita buat silap punya lah skit, dok nak besar-besarkan and menjaja cerita kan sahabat baik. OMG inikah sahabat ? 

What would you feel if them secretly share all their things together except you ? You were there, You exist. But unfortunately not to them. Every single day kita ni terpaksa menelan semua nya, and yet, they don't feel sorry to you. Malah, ecehh still blaming you for your own little mistakes. They did all together, without telling me. Memang lah kita ni bukan jenis kepochi, ehh actually i do, with people that i'm really comfortable with ONLY !! Ada ke aku report ? Nope nope. Because I'll know what will happen bila kita dok merayu simpati orang lain. 

You once said that jangan lah tak inform kitaorang about anything. And pernah kau inform every single thing to me ? Ada kau inform kau keluar pergi mana, buat apa kat aku ? Kalau orang lain buat macam tu boleh. Tapi kalau aku je kau hentam. Then kau report kat yg lain. Setiap kali kalau kau share kenapa kau nak bezakan antara org lain dgn aku? Kenapa certain aku boleh tahu dan kenapa certain tak ? I just don't understand. This is not what should be happening when you're living together. 

I still remember this person says ' InsyaAllah kita berjaya sama2 ". Okay, at the end, siapa yang tertinggal dan siapa yang berjaya. Ada kau bimbing aku bila aku tersimpang, ada kau bagi semangat kat aku bila aku jatuh ? Kau terlalu selfish. Terlalu penting kan diri. Kau kan tak boleh tengok kita kalahkan kau. Nanti kau malu. Kau je kan yang terbaik. Kau nak orang pandang kau je. Ehh ambik lah. Aku tak pandang lah semua2 ni. Semua ni memang tak boleh expect. Mana ada manusia yang senang tengok kawan dia bahagia dan berjaya ?

Banyak lagi nak tulis, tapi cukup kot. Nanti kita sambung lagi ye. Just nak cakap, stop complaining. Tak susah pun kalau simpan sendiri sendiri. Kenapa perlu nak recruit orang nak tuding kesalahan padahal kau pun buat kesalahan yang sama? And please, jangan ingat kau ada geng, kau boleh buat suka-suka hati je. Mungkin ni masa kau. I'm here. Kalau kau benci sangat pun, terus terang. Dulu bajet sangat kata ada apa2 takpuas hati bagitau je. But now you're recruiting to against me. 

I don't know. Apa salah kita buat kat dorang pun taktau lah. But then I just realize , they are not good friend of mine. They just burden me with emotional distress. 


Friendship sucks.

Thursday, January 16, 2014

About Time

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Lama tak update blog, since the real last post. Exam dah tiba penghujung. Cuti pun bermula.
Just watching About Time movie. The kind of movie yg sangat menyentuh hati dan perasaan.
Cinta, kehidupan, keluarga.
Basically bukan itu tujuan utama.
Its been a quite sometimes, kita gaduh, selalu, terlalu.
Normal kan dalam hubungan.

But each time, I've learned something. 
And I've started to realize something.
You've changed. 
Try to convince myself, in very positive way.
And It doesn't work.
Started to realize that you no longer calm me, pleased me, and charm me.
No more act of appreciation.
Neither the first priority.
Turns out, to be a friend zone like.
It hurts me though.
So I started to do all insane stuff, drove by emotional stress.
But then I started to realize,
Is only you can complete me. 
Only you could understand me , so well.
Eventually, thats not what you feel.
Hates me more that I did.
Never suppose to end it, this way.
We've been through this kind of situation, many times.
We manage. We did well.
But not this time.
Why ?

You'd changed. 


I wish I can travel through time, just like the movie.
Never gone through this moment, exactly this moment.
It's impossible.

Be strong girl. 

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Sunday, June 9, 2013

Untitled VII

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Saturday, May 18, 2013

The Last

Assalamualaikum wbt,


" We cry, we laugh, we share, we fight, we LOVE. 
But sometimes we just need to move on with our own life. 
It's time for us to let go what we had. 
You're still mean everything to me, 
but you're just not worth the fight anymore. " 




Saturday, May 11, 2013

Selamat Kembali :)

Assalamualaikum wbt,

It's been a huge time since the last update. Well, ada lahh beberapa yang tanya. " 
Ohh why dah lama tak update blog ? Dah bersarang dahh blog and bla bla bla...." Well, sebenarnya bukan tak nak update, cuma teramat busy, cehhh semua orang busy sekarang ni haha dan mungkin terlalu banyak sangat benda nak story sampai malas nak story. Ehh macam mana tu ?

Okay, basically. Nothing change much since the last update. Cuma many things had happen. Gradually. Nak start dari mana pun tak tahu. Too much. Seriously tak ingat the kronologi. Perginya insan yang disayangi ramai pada 30 April 2013, opah tercinta. Semoga rohnyaa ditempatkan dikalangan  yang beriman. Amin. 

Begitu juga the General Election yang penuh kontrovesi. Well, I don't have much to say about GE, we all had grown big enough to think whick the best.

And kepada kalian-kalian semua. Takperlulah nak menyakiti sesama sendiri. Kita hidup sebagai manusia, makan tidur belajar sama-sama. Takperlu nak iri hati atau berdendam disebabkan benda sekecil zarah. Perjuangan dipikul bersama, bukan perjuangan yang mempunyai kasta. I know what type you are. Never lose of what you said, people must follow what you said. Well, seems the praised you very much. But soory, not me. I'll live the way I want it to be. Not by following what you want me to be. 

I'll Fight against you.

And last, terima kasih kerana masih bersama-sama. Cuma, mungkin ini bukan masa yang sesuai untuk membincangkan segalanya. You have your everything. While me, only have you. A drastically changes. Sometimes, I feel that hmm I'm not that important to you anymore. Compare to those day. Surprisingly,  you can live without me.  I'll adapt to it soon.

Never regret the past.
Never ever regret the changes I've been through, just to make me who I am.
And to be fine.